Today, I am not really in a good place. Probably one of the most down days I have had thus far.
In our MAPP class we made friends with 2 couples. Leigh Ann and Jerel were approved almost a month ago and now Michelle and Mark. I am so happy for them and so sad for us.
I have friends who are pregnant and friends who are trying to conceive. I guess that is just the stage of our lives. School starting has been the biggest punch to the gut. When we started in January, I had visions of us taking our girl for her first day of school. Here we are almost 8 months later and we have yet to even be approved. I am just bummed and having a complete pity party with myself. Cris is just as upset, but he doesn't even want to talk about it. Enough whining for me. I am still praying that it will happen tomorrow:)
Jen I wish there were something I could say or do to make your pain go away but we both know there's isn't a thing that will make it better. All I can say is if you need someone to listen I am here. Sometimes it helps to have someone not involved in the situation to talk to. I will inbox you my # I have free texting and long distance feel free to contact me if you need to.
ReplyDeleteI pray you get the news you are waiting for and so deserve.
Hugs to you!
xoxo
Jennifer